had malay todae..received the mock paper..11 passed..the rest failed..the rest(50)..all my friend passed except for me..i failed by two marks..i felt sooo bodoh..cikgu called out names to take back ur paper la..syaf..faeza..zaleena..my name wasnt called..ssoooo sad...jealous?..haiz..aku bukan manusia klau aku tk jealous..tapi..tk mengape mila alyssa..anda masih boleh u noe pass or wateva it is..i kept quiet the whole time during mly...the three of them were like talkin together2..like i was like invisble...like ppl cannot c me..like im sooo not there....i diam oni lor..well..diorg kn budak pandai..aku ni kn..bodoh..u noe stupid..ya..stupid..syaf n ez was like..asl kau mila..senyap je...i said..'ouh...ramai(them) kate aku ni bising..jadi aku diam ar'...ape ke saje..bile brbual suro diam..bile diam tanye2..alamak..fed up..i neva say anythin...i was too carried away by my emotions i guess...wateva la..PTI after that...results..haiz..failed two..40 plus..ok la..im so not gonna tell u my L1R5..coz its like so sucky..neva did i imagine i will get that kind of pts...sooossooo..disappointed..dad came..dad saw..dad talked...mila kept quiet..feelin so remorseful..pathetic la..but i was very happy with the comments...lots n lots of pleasant things...haha..k well ya..dad was happy also la for that..the moment my teacher gave the report bk..dad looked at the comments firz..he doesnt mind me bein stupid..but he totally minds la if im nt a good student in school...like bad girl like that..so ya..he says moral is the most impt thing..yea..but he was upset also la bcz of my results..damn it...haiz..well..ok.. dh cukup..mye dh abis..focus on o level..well nw i have to study for my mly...bbubyee..orh ya...jordin congratz!!..lu v ya..lol..bb